Yesterday as predicted my scan didn’t go great. at 6 weeks 5 days all that was present was a empty sac. I was expecting it so I wasn’t exactly surprised or upset but I just wish that was it and now it would be over instead i’m still pregnant, I still have a baby (sac) inside of me.
Now is the hard part. I don’t want to wait for a natural miscarriage as we are going on holidays soon so I’ve opted for a earlier option. I thought since I had my d&c only 2 1/2 months ago I shouldn’t do that again so I’ve decided to opt with the misoprostol – the miscarriage pill. I go in this afternoon to get my first lot and I just really hope that it works and isn’t too crazy. best scenario is that tomorrow arvo when I go back I have already had the miscarriage and I can then just rest up. worst case is I then need to take another lot and potentially go through pain again. If it doesn’t work by early next week I think i’ll just have to opt for the d&c.
Ahhh this time around its the actual getting rid of the pregnancy that i’m most scared of. I just want it over. I wish I could close my eyes go to sleep and a couple days later it would be gone and I would be back to normal.
With all this badluck surely this can go right for me!!